ladyfur said:update on ssi:
i think this was which forum i posted it in, not sure...
they, get this, LOST my case.
as in, they have nothing from 1984 when i was first
disabled. lost, as in... they don't have anything.
ok, now... here is my only guess. in the 90's we
lived in new orleans for a spell, don't ask what
sort of spell, please. theoretically, if they sent
my paperwork there, assuming i was relocated...
and if they destroyed the micro fish, err, fische...
and then ten years later a big blustery gal named,
'katrina', came to town... them my records, if i'm
correct, would have been, to quote a 9th ward
nola forum poster of that year, 'unda four feet of
water, just like everybody else'. this is because
the records would have been paper printouts,
in the basement of the courthouse...
now, all speculations aside, i googled and found
that soc sec has lost a lot of records, not just mine.
now, all this means the case worker HAD to come
up with a way to keep me in the system, or likely
lose her job. so... that was why they treated me as
a NEW applicant, not somebody injured close to 30
freaking years ago! and, even given today's much
harder rules... they didn't argue. so... i get the
great distinction of being one of the few disabled
who would qualify without a hearing. i'm supposed
to feel better. any clue why it made me cry?
now, i'm told, just see a counsellor every once in
a while and they can take reports that way, then
no more wierd 3 1/2 hour long tests...
i STILL can't remember half of what those tests had
asked, it's weeks now, and i'm still trying :( my
memory skills are going. so, why am i hurt? because
in 1984 was was put on perm. disab. for physical injury...
they now have changed the why part :( i'm way beyond
depressed here. i have a genius level iq but brain injury
and apparently they find that more important than back
injuries :(
ok, i vented...
i'm not venting anywhere else.
back to art now...
well, for me, writing...
i'm proofread up to ch. 501, have about 900 to compile and
proofread, and about 400 compliled and proofread after
those. i began in 2008 but did not compile, just wrote chapters
as individual files, until 2010... i know, i should have.
i am busy, to say the least... it's a lonnng saga.
ladyfur said:terre: thanks, hugs back.
suro: that's what i said, and more.
celtic: HFS! and that is my polite response.
my god, this is insane! but a friend of mine,
actually my second bf from back in hs whom
i still chat with, said he wouldn't care what
they called him if he was disabled. crazy,
schitzo, even psyco, just show him dead
presidents' pictures. it's about survival.
apparently they would rather deal with
mental issues than crippling pain like i
have and like your family has, and i can't
fathom this at all. talk about insane.
cole porter said it best:
'somethin's gotta' give!'
good luck!
ladyfur said:celtic: don't get me started about government. or congress,
who should be called, 'regress', for all they can get done
these days!
oh,
HEADS UP!
DAZ posted the CHANGES TO P.C. CLUB on the commons
today. read it and weep, folks. in just the time it took for
there to be about 6 pages of posts or less, at least 14 or
more people posted that they were cancelling p.c. club
over the changes.
no more paypal. no saving unused potions of vouchers
to use later. (think WIC, you use it all at the grocery store
that day or you lose what's left, no change given back,
like they do to the single mamas). i'm not in the p.c.
thingy so i didn't understand the PA references...
it's all there in glorious soon to be gone forum posts...
oh, and if you want to save your join date and post count
number... paste them on a text file because they will be
reset to 0 and join date reset as well. there is supposed to
be a new TOS but nobody seems to have read it yet...
i salute the brave dazzites who posted their less than thrilled
with this !!@#$$% change, but don't be surprised if their
posts go the way of all flesh SOON...
too bad. daz was a really nice site... when it had artzone.
Nanobot said:
AngelusPrime said:Welp, guess all questions were answered better than I ever could have, no need for me to answer anything, :) Glad you got your info, suro, ^_^
How's everyone?
After reading all that? My stomach hurts and I'm going to have nightmares for weeks. Other than that, just fine. You?
dylazuna said:All of the add on musculature packs and the basic M5 are as close as to anatomically correct so I'm not getting why you're saying the anatomy is off.

dylazuna said:I did a quick comparison of the three figures. I disagree about the pecs, as it is possible to adjust the shape, volume and depth.
dylazuna said:The deltoids could be better and the shoulder blades, whilst you can adjust for definition, don't go far enough.
dylazuna said:Personally I like the fact that you can get a more realistic 'normal' person's shape. I don't want a steroid hulk.
AngelusPrime said:Xaa, question about Anastasia. Do you have her?
AngelusPrime said:If so, how well does she take expressions?
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